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好复杂的心情。一种失落感。失去的，得到的，一切真的就这样吗？Things cannot be undone, but I am not sure I want them to be undone. Goodbye friend. You may never talk to me again and I might not see you again. Perhaps one day, I might see you on the streets, u may find the heart to say hi. I treasure all the memories we had together, the concerts, the football match, the dinners, the poker, Singapore flyer, the walks, the services, the Teochew porridge suppers.
They will always be remembered. I liked you the first moment I laid eyes on you, but it was not meant to be. Till the sweet by and by.
Can’t believe i have stopped blogging for so long, you know what? I think there is too much clutter in my life. Facebooking, twittering, PS3ing, Trading… Oh ya, and working. I need to de-clutter! Apply the K.I.S.S method. Keep.It.Simple.Stupid ! I know! I know! not like i have millions following my blog, but i like talking to myself on cyberspace, it clears my mind, sharpen my senses and sometimes gives me answers i never expect.
It is like watching Food channel on cable, almost like minutes of meditation as the chef put together a 3 course meal in a matter of minutes, like a symphony coming together to excite your senses. You don’t need to be able to cook to appreciate that!
I am reminded once again why i chose to work in the casino as a dealer starting from stratch. It is because i wanted to keep my life simple. No more sales targets, politicking with colleagues, bootlicking the editorial team for favours on behalf of the client. Ok i must clarify not all editorial staff needs bootlicking. I did make friends with some colleagues during my stint in media sales. They are the reason i miss those days.
I realise that i have been asleep for a long time since then, not a care in the world how i want to lead my life. You see, even if you choose to live a simple life, you have to work at it to keep it simple, simplicity could be the highest form of complexity after all.
Note to self: I don’t need a high paying job that gives me stress 24/7, I need work that makes me happy, enough money to buy my own house and then find a girlfriend, get married and make babies everyday… (Too much? 
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I haven’t been following idol on tv but the ocassional episodes on star world. Am catching the finale now and realize how raw the finalists are. When alanis morissette came out u can tell the difference between a star and the contestant. Christina made the same impression, her vocals are as usual , incredible! I know it’s not fair to compare. But I guess that’s why u pay to see and hear the real stars. I kind of wished Casey and lee made the final 2, But oh well crystal needs alot of polishing to be a gem imho.
As my job requires shift work I have to work on weekends and ph. I don’t mind working overtime and weekends and even public holidays. That is the point! I don’t mind?!? I question myself why? Is it becaus I have no social life to speak of or just so anti social that I don’t need company… I have come to a conclusion that its probably the fact that I am sort of a loner and I can live without company for an extended period of time. For a while yes but after that I will feel isolated. I am still very much a social creature, but I’ll cross my fingers and see how long will it take before I start to yearn for company. Maybe that’s why people start getting hitched w colleagues.
